Karla Homolka

To the to the Premier and AG

I am a 16 year old girl, I have read and reread this case, and I am scared. Not just from the gruesome details at which actions Paul and Karla put to theses innocent girls through, but I am also scared at the the fact that the police are going to let her go. If she could kill with Paul what's to say that she won't kill by herself. All the evidence shows that there is a high percentage that she killed all 3 of the girls, she surely killed her sister, and all the bruises and medical evidence shows that Pauls knees were to big to have made those bruises on the one girls back, and Karla admitted that she tied the cord around the other girls neck. If you let Karla back into society it's a fact, she has mental problems and needs to kill, what's to say that she doesn't just go out and find another Paul. I'd rather not live out my teenage years, walking through the streets home at night, running away from every car that comes near me, fearing that it is Karla coming to rape, defile and then to kill, dismember and put me into cement blocks. It's plain and simple if you let Karla out she is going to kill again and probably immediately because she has had all that pent up stress in prison. I'm begging you please don't endanger the lives of innocent young girls, just because you don't think she will kill again.

Amazing?

The one amazing thing in my life is my boyfriend. He always makes me feel amazing. He picks me up when I feel better and then brings me down when I climb to high. He sticks up for me when I cant, and helps me feel good about my choices. Hey even gets the glasses off of the top shelves because I can't reach them. It's like everything I can't do he either makes me capable of doing it or does it for me. He helps me through life everyday, and always supports my decisions.

I can't imagine myself going to back to what I was before. Someone who never believed in her, went out with any guy who claimed to like her and put herself down at any chance that she got. When I meant you, you changed my life and made me feel good about myself. If there was anyway I could repay you I would. Anyway I could make up for what you have done for me. Anyway I could thank you for always making me smile.

I have promises to always make you smile, to always encourage you to do better, to always make you achieve your goals. I will always believe in you no matter how much the chance of not succeeding is. I am always here, to hold, hug and kiss you. I am your for now and forever. To love and to cherish, to help you in sickness and in health. Until till death.

I am yours.

It is that simple. And I hope you understand that, no matter what you do to me I am always going to be here, if you yell at me ill smile, push me away and ill come back to you. Tell me to leave and I can't. How could I leave when I love you so much.

then there is the factor of how to show my feelings for you, whether it is in a name, gesture or action I love you all the time. The distance between us is cut by the phone line. We are linked, through personality and our souls. But the best way of showing you my emotion is in those 4 little words.

Jonathan I love you

TMI?

Maybe if people should learn to realize, that this is my life stories, and this is how I feel, I do not say any names only my feelings, this is the first and last time I will edit and delete one of my postings for someone. Any other requests to do something about what I say and think will be ignored!

Hurt?

It's what I feel right now, it's all I feel right now. For the last 3 hours I have been worried out of my mind, to know if someone was alright. They were supposed to come over to see me, and if they weren't coming they were going to at least call. Well that promise was made 1:00pm. It is now 9:36pm, and I just got the call saying that the person is not coming over and he was to busy working (understandable). But it still hurts...A lot...A real lot. I love this person and I went through a lot of trouble today. You see I have been sick for the past week and have been bed ridden, and I got all dressed up to see this person even though I am still sick. And the thing is he didn't even call. And as I sit hear in front of my computer tears rolling down my face, showing my emotions to simple technology, I wonder did he even think that I would feel this way? This piece wasn't meant to hurt this person it was meant me for me to write down what I felt. That is why I am not allow any comments for it. it is a bunch of words saying how much I am hurt, even if I do not show it informs of you this is the only way for me to show it. Through simple technology. But it's okay I forgive you. Your were busy I understand, just promise me that next time you will simply pick up the phone dial 10 numbers then say "Caley I'm not coming."

Closed in?

What can you do when you feel confined? Who can help you when you need to be set free? What do you do when there is no solution? When there is no way out? What can you do when you are left alone to fend for yourself in the dark? I guess the answer is you be yourself.

you go through life with people, who may be your friends, lovers, family and even enemies. I guaranty that you will have to make decisions by yourself, and have to make decisions with others. What can you do when your answer relies on someone else? When there is nothing you can do you just have to sit and wait. What do you do when you want to let them choose by themselves when everyone else is trying to force their opinion on them?

What would happen if it was your life?

True Love at First Sight?

Can this really happen? If it did would you even know? Would you mistake those little butterflies in your stomach for not eating? I think I did.
......................Three years ago I mean....I met this amazing guy, who I thought had a great personality and when he started talking to me I got butterflies. I didn't realize it at first but I think then it was true love at first sight. I tried contacting him and when someone told him that someone 2 years younger then him liked him...He well...How to put it nicely...Ignored me for 2 months. I felt like a stalker. (but the good kind) lol. Anyways...When he started talking to me again in my heart I knew I still liked him and if I couldn't be anything more then one of his friends then that would have to do . And I told myself I would never tell him again... Yea right...Like holding your feelings inside will ever help. Over the next 3 years every 6 or 7 months my friends would tell him that I liked him, I would make hints to him on the odd note like. "How could anyone not like you...Your handsome...You have a great personality...What girl couldn't like you." well lets just say he was either playing hard to get or he just didn't get it. I remember last June was the point of no return...I had worked myself up for this for 3 weeks and the day after my birthday party I told him straight up that I liked. It was something I had to do for myself. I knew if he turned me down I would be crushed and if he didn't I would be the happiest girl in the world. Unfortunately he wasn't ready for a relationship so I decided to move on. I went back to being his friend and I was happy I had told him. I talked with him the entire summer (only over internet) I never saw him in person...Until a week before he had to go away for university. He came over and I had an amazing time with him...Watching movies, playing games and swimming. When he left I felt the same thing I had over 3 years...Butterflies. I told myself that I couldn't tell him, it was a waste of time. Its amazing how long your first real crush can stay with you. It never goes away. The next day I phoned him and I remember saying "hey. How are you?" and before he couldn't even answer the question "I like you. I know I know...Your not ready for a relationship. But how do you know if you don't ever go out on a first date or anything. I cant help it if I like you and I don't know if I ever will stop. If you really don't want to take this friendship further I don't know if we can still be friends. It hurts too much." In my mind I was ready for the heartbreak of a lifetime. Him saying no and having to stop seeing him. For 3 years I had gone to school and the first thing I saw was his smile. His laugh could always make me laugh. And he was always there to make you feel happy again when you were down on your luck. He opened his mouth to talk and simply said "Okay lets go then...On a date." I think my heart just stopped. This wasn't what I was expecting. For three years he wasn't ready and now he just was.
.....................Two weeks later we went out on a date. Trying not to be like any sane person we decided on swimming, laserquest and a movieathon. By the end of night I was sad, because I thought he didn't like me and that he was just doing this to save our friendship. I was going to take back what I said. I still had to be his friend. In the last 10 minutes that he was at my house I think I went through over every emotion possible. And then suddenly he turned me around to face him and looked me in the eyes. And simply kissed me.
....................It was the most amazing feeling in my life. Those cheesy fireworks just went off and wouldn't stop lighting and blowing up. After the feeling died down a little I looked at him and he looked at me and he said "So I guess we are dating now?" and I said "That's sounds just about right."
....................In a month it will be are 6 months of being together. And there isn't a care in the world for me. I love him and he loves me. I guess I just feel that for 3 years of my love I went after something and I eventually got it. I guess that what I mean to say is. Your first crush is something that will never leave you, each time you see the person you're still going to get butterflies and your knees will still get weak. But if you really like this first crush...And how could you not. Don't reject your feelings tell them straight out. You never know what just might happen.

GMS?

GUY MONTHLY SYNDROME...Is this a real think happening in today life...Or is it another excuse for guys to be moody.

It seems that more and more guys lately have been suffering from intolerable moodiness. It pains me to see them having to blame it on their hormones, then facing up to the fact of being in a bad mood. But everytime a guy gets moody around that time of month I still wonder. Can guys be suffering from a hormonal balance chance.